Here's the new stuff.I wrote all on vacation and I haven't edited them to perfection(Or as close as I get) yet so cut them some slack,alright?
No name
I don't know what came over me but I felt I had to get it down.This is what it produced
I'm not a hero,I'm the worst
I'm not another,I'm the first
I'm not visible but I'm seen
I'm hatred and I know you know me
I'm not a hero so you die
I want to save you but watch you cry
What's wrong with me,who am I
I'm caught up in some dark blight
So do you see now?
I can't be like I want to
Express myself like I want to
So I write these lyrics as my journal
A permanant legacy
Red Out
I was uber-freaking-pissed one day on vacation because my cousin Marissa is a stupid little turd and acts like my other cousin Avery...But I can't punch her because I won't hit girls(Call me chivalrous or whatever,I won't be my father) and I've been known to lose control.I see blood a blood colored tint to everything and I,strangely enough,lead left handed instead of right.
My other side,it hates you
My other side will rape you
My other side will watch you die
My other side is evil
My other side's malicious
A sociopathic murrderer
(Chorus)
So don't let him come out
I won't let myself red out
And please try not to offened me
It makes him want to protect me
My scitzophrenia created him
A side effect of pacifism
Embodies all I can't be
He's not human,he's a devil
When I see blood I become him
That's when you run
(Chorus)
So run.
Please run away.
So you can live to see me another day.
Run faster.
Get to you
This is not my ussual stuff,oh hell no.I wrote it for my girlfreind.(Say somethign about me going soft and you'll see just how "soft" I'm getting
)
I've been at it for hours
Hours and hours on end
But I still haven't made it
I'm not quite there yet
And morale runs low
'Cause we all miss home
(Chorus)
And it's a long road to nowhere
Back where I came from
And my will drives me onward
When my strength is gone
I push onward despite the odds
'Cause I need my home
The less you have the harder you fight to keep it
And get the things you need
And I hope you're there
(Chorus)
The god damn road keeps turning
And my legs are now numb
I've tried my damndest but haven't won
So I just push harder
Your memory gives me strength
Just the thing for now
With little food to stunt my hunger
Caffeine dreams keep me wide awake
(Chorus)
I see the gates of hometown open
But you're not there to welcome me
Three days late and months behind
I hope you've not forgotten me.
Dedicated to Tiffany S.